Life is so sweet

Assalamualaikum.

Previous post i talked about my friend yang selalu bekalkan me something.
But, let me tell you a secret.
May be its Allah plan. I donno. He kinda wants me to be happy, hope so.
But i can said Alhamdulillah for semua ini.

Really Alhamdulillah.

Actually this week I always dapat free gift. Like everyday.

Interesting right?
Firstly, dapat lots of discount for my books, Pak cik owner bookstore bagi masa nak beli buku pasal Umrah and yang lain. Touching!
Then, free Mc Donald which makan sampai kenyang gila,
And satu bekas kek rainbow yang so sedap as my latest post.
Mak cik bakery pulak bagi free roti sampai dua.
And mak cik surau belanja kuih and mee berkuah yang of course my favorite type. Siap bungkus bawak balik.

Tak lupa, dapat free cookies kuih raya. Yummy.

And today, and seterusnya. Berserah jela.

Alhamdulillah again.

Rezeki melimpah.

For those yang bagi all those kind, yang absolutely make my day.

Terima kasih sangat-sangat.

Saya doakan,

Semoga sentiasa dirahmati Allah dan dimurahkan rezekinya lagi.

Aamin.

Anas said thank you jugak!
Buku dengan dia tak boleh berjarak, macam kakak dia si Cik Ziqa. 

Duplicated of her

Assalamualaikum

I baked a butter cake yesterday.
And today i terima satu bekas rainbow cake di awal pagi
Wow.
This is the life.
Duh.
Eat. More. Cake. Eat. More. Cake.
Hheheheh...
Alhamdulillah.

She is a good friend of me.
She is from another department. But we are close enough.
And because of this, how i wish she is my neighbor one fine day.
Mesti bahagia lah. 

Ada orang hantar makan. Kan?
Yelah, if im a man, dah lama i purposed. Nauzubillah nak jadi lesbian.
Haish.
Lempang nak?

Sebab kenapa i praised her? Sebab she always akan bekalkan me something.
Kek. Or any cookies and ada gak dengan lauk pauk bagai.
Where can i find a duplicated of her?
She is so amazing.

Our tukar-tukar makanan started from i give her my chocolate cake.
And her family love it so much.
Segan gak bila tahu dia bawak balik dengan kek yang tak seberapa itu.
Then, dia pon balas lah. And kami terus balas membalas.

One friend of her department pon sama.

Dia pon ada join sama gak.

So one versus two.

Peluh gak dahi pikir nak balas apa.

Satu lauk yang make me so touching adalah apabila the next day I'm oncall after received a bad news about my brother in law.

When he passed away...
That day i tetap puasa. And she don't even know anything. But that morning she message me. Datang kerja ambil bekal kat dia.
She makes satu jenis mee berkuah. Which she know my type of foods.

Masa buka tuh, sayu jer sebab teringat semalam. This is the time he tinggalkan kami semua.

Becauseof that, i just don't have a feeling to makan.
I rasa one two suap. And suruh my colleagues habiskan.
Diorang yang rasa bersalah. But I'm ok.
Rezeki bagi-bagi kan.

Ok lah. So which this rainbow cake, i donno what i'm gonna give later.
Hurmmm...
Apa ya?

Takutnya

Assalamualaikum.

Not said i ni berlagak ke apa. But some of my colleague they too afraid of someone.
Those surgeon lah senang cerita.
It's too obvious sampai i yang sama team pon rasa, why?
Be yourself. Come on, you can do it.
They are just same with us.
Please, please and please.

Let's bincangkan secara serius.

For me, untuk menghadapinya, not fair for them to afraid of certain person.
Don't you think?
We're same slave to Allah.
Mati pon bila-bila masa sahaja.
Tengah sam-sama kerja pon boleh unconscious.
So, apa nak menggelabahnya?

Prepared your mind set and perception about that person in in your life...
Convert the word afraid to respect!
Better right.

So, don't so takut. Think about your Creator who will protect you. Bacalah doa sebelum doing something.
Bismillah pon ok da.
Panjang sikit, bacalah doa minta petunjuk daripada Allah agar semuanya berjalan lancar.
Boleh siap cepat.
Boleh balik awal.

Kalau geram sangat, ketuk je kepala orang tuh.
Pastu lari.
Beres.

As ianya juga pernah happened in my family. Where we're all so afraid to our ayah.
Once we're still kids.
Takut kena marah. Biasalah.
And semua membuatkan kami more closer to emak or sesama adik-beradik je.
My ayah is my stranger.
Make it worst,
Perasaan takut bertukar kepada benci. Which that sometime parents not understand what we want.
Teenagers. Memberontak je tau.

And later, after life matured me. Dah habis belajar, kerja, pegang duit sendrik.
Then, benci terus changes to respect.
Susah rupanya mak ayah nak besarkan kita.
Sebab tu kita boleh pulak buat perangai apa jadah bila ayah penat balik kerja.
Kan da ayah marah.
Salah sendirik.

Rasa nak menitik air mata.
Yelah, he's so strong besarkan lapan orang anak... with my emak only a housewife.
And for sake of us. He sanggup tolak PTPTN and support my two sister yang tengah sama-sama sambung belajar. With me in sponsorship partner.
'Till now, we're free from this kind of loan.
Alhamdulillah.
Love both of you.

So, for my friends yang under this categories.
Be brave be bold!